"King of Cups - A devoted husband and father. A man fiercely protective of his loved ones. A successful and mature man employed in the creative arts. A new connection is possible. A man capable of giving and receiving love freely without the reservations of youth. Love lessons have been learned."
This was my card of the day on the Tarot on Facebook application. It describes the father of my unborn child. It also describes where I am at on my own journey - finally free, finally capable of choosing joy...
This is the second day of knowing that I am pregnant, and I woke up early even though I finally had a chance to lie in. So many thoughts were going through my head. I caught myself worrying about things that I could do nothing about and made a conscious effort of letting go of worry. I choose joy. On this particular journey, I choose nothing but joy.
I so wish I had known what I know now when I was expecting my other three children. But I can't beat myself up for being the way I was - that is not going to help anyone. I did my best knowing what I knew then.
My prayer this morning is that the joy that this new child brings in will benefit all of my children.
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